Chemicals&Colors

Red
So we couldn’t work out. Love without trust isn’t love at all. Pain subsides and the trees will grow effortlessly. When we stopped talking and separated she made that sharp right out of a future involving ‘us’. I’m sure we both felt the tear as our paths bent away.

Yellow
As I separate what’s left of the things in our room, I feel reluctant to keep the things we held together. I’m reluctant to think about the things that held us together. I’m sure this bitterness will fade if I continue to concentrate on the facts and faults of the relationship. Its too bad there is no comfort or warmth when trying to get closure out of these things.

Green
But logical optimism can reform this loss into something positive right? I can expect newer and better things like a relationship free of distrust and immaturity. Once traffic starts to move regularly again I can get out of this intersection and hopefully collide into something nice. Perhaps new friends and a solid career path!

Chemical Colors
It was a great weekend despite the preface. A great movie, a trip to SB and a party involving a comfortable crowd made this a great weekend to sound the warning that summer is fading out.

I saw the sunset yesterday in a Vons parking lot. It was the type of sky that ignited the clouds. The smoke from the California fires filtered the sunlight and left a warm glowing sphere suspended in a violet red orange landscape. I froze my ass off in that parking lot.